IT Has Been A Month

Melihat posting-an terakhirku pas lagi di rumah, besok tepat aku sebulan sudah merantau ke Jakarta. 

How time flies.. lama juga ya. Miss my family so mwaaach. Especially this afternoon. I read something i wouldn't and shouldn't read. My cousin just mentioned me on twitter talk this and that about hommie stuff she was doing with my family. Kinda hate it. She didn't need to tell me that i mean. Honestly, i couldn't hold my tears thinking about it, about my parents and my lil bro. Think back to some time ago when i was still with them. I hate it when i think my cousin replaces me there. I bet she uses my bed T_T

Grrrwwwww~~

A Fast-Posting Before Leaving For Jakarta Tomorrow

Detik ini.. aku baru saja sadar kalau ini malam terakhirku *ih ngeri banget istilahnya* sebelum besok berangkat ke Jakarta buat kuliah. Good!!.

Aduuh... *peluk peluk peluk gulingku kesayangan* Aku nggak mungkin bawa kamu -.-

*peluk peluk peluk bantal*

*peluk peluk peluk selimut merah tercinta*

Besok masih ada 'pagi terakhir' di rumah.

Hmm... ya gini efeknya kalau terlalu dipikirin. Padahal tadi sebelum ingat, ya biasa-biasa saja. Nggak terlalu hmmm T.T

Ya begitulah, kalau orang mikir sedih ya dia bakal sedih, kalau mikir senang ya dia bakal senang. Jangan kasih waktu otak buat mikir berlebihan, apalagi buat sesuatu yang nggak 'happy'. Ntar adanya yang dipikirin malah kemana-mana.

Well.. Aul~ FIGHTING..!!!!

My First Fan Art Using Photoshop, Miss A Min

So excited to finish my first project, hehehe.. This is my very first try with photoshop so sorry it hasn't been perfect yet i think. Just found a video tutorial that i wanted on youtube, and asap tried to make one! I drew it yesterday and finished coloring it this afternoon.

Sambil upload ini, sambil nonton Infinite Encore Concert 2012 Second Invasion, pas di lagu Can You Smile.. kok remix live band-nya jadi kaya dangdutan yah?? *ngakak guling-guling* Tapi tetep bagusss! Hahaha..

Gambar Ruang Tamu dengan 2 Titik Hilang

Ini salah satu gambar tugasku waktu kelas XII, sama gurunya disuruh buat gambar perspektif ruang tamu dengan 2 titik hilang, mungkin bisa jadi inspirasi ^^

Maaf kalau agak blurrrr ^^""

Jessica SNSD - That One Person, You [Dating Agency Cyrano OST]

I just watched Dating Agency Cyrano drama this morning. It was eps. 10, or 9, i forget, i heard one good soundtrack as i was watching. At first i wondered who's the singer, but on the second time i just realized that maybe it's Jessica, 'cause you know, the voice is so.. her, hehe. I end up by downloading that song and it's really good song, you guys should download it, too !! I insist !! Hehehe

Jessica SNSD

 

I post the translated one :

Is this what love is?
Does it hurt the more you do it?
The more I get closer to you
My feelings grow bigger
It scares me

Such a precious person to me
That person, who won’t ever come again
That’s it for me, that’s enough
Just the fact that I love you

The one person who can’t see me though I am looking
The one person who can’t hear me though I am calling
Do you even remember me?
Do you even think of me?
Just once, please

The only thing I can do is cry but
Like a fool, I am waiting
Please come to me now
Come to me just like this
My last wish is that one person, you

To you, I’m a small person
Just someone you know
That’s it for me, that’s enough
Just the reason of love

The one person who can’t see me though I am looking
The one person who can’t hear me though I am calling
Do you even remember me?
Do you even think of me?
Just once, please

That one person, you
You are my only love
My heart can’t let you go
Just as much as I love you
Each minute and each second hurts so much

The one person who appears even when I close my eyes
The person who is next to me even in my dreams
Do you even remember me?
Do you even think of me?
I miss you, please

The only thing I can do is cry but
Like a fool, I am waiting
Please come to me now
Come to me just like this

My last wish is that one person, you

I'm Sorry, Sis~

Hwaaa.. how come i forget my i've-assumed-her-as-my-own-big-sister's birthday ?????

Let me tell ya this, sis.. I'm sorry from the deepest part of my heart, i didn't mean it, i'm not taking my revenge. Think back, it wasn't because ya didn't give me birthday greeting on my birthday this year, or past year. But, i just pure-forget. I used to use birthday reminder on my handphone, but since i've just reselled it and bought the new one, no one/no thing  reminded me.

Since i don't have any idea how to apologize, 'cause i know that u will think i've already forgotten 'bout u (that's a big 'no')... hmm u seem become the first who had forgotten 'bout me.

Well, happy birthday~

Sorry for being not-a-good-sister for past 4 years