Something Mistake in My Life

I'm not perfect
but I tried to approach it
always
when I was trying to take it all
when I was feeling I could do it all
I think that I could set it all up

I held it tightly in my hand

too close

Until some of which I hold down

and when I took it back

the other fell

I want it all too much

but I can't
I can not focus
I have to focus on one of them
that's what the mistakes

i'm too ambitious with that all that i see

to much play with them

which i should know at first

that i only wasted my times