Packing !!

Caption : lebaran - pulang kampung - mudik - packing - kartu lebaran - kartun mudik - kartun lebaran - anak kost mudik - chibi lebaran - chibi drawing 

This is my second drawing with my Shin. Special edition for "Pulang Kampung". There're my kostmates and me packing our stuffs. Feel nyappy~ hehe it's not kinda bad, rite? So shiny.. i like it!

Soyou & JungGiGo - SOME

Sometimes, I get annoyed without even knowing
But my feelings for you haven’t changed
Maybe I’m the weird one, I thought
As I struggled by myself

While tossing and turning alone in an empty room
The TV plays reruns of yesterday’s drama
As I hold my phone that doesn’t ring until I sleep

These days, it feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not

It feels like I’m yours, it seems like I’m yours but not
What are we? I’m confused, don’t be aloof
It feels like we’re lovers, it seems like we’re lovers but not
Whenever you see me, you act so vague to me
These days, I hate hearing that I’m just like a friend

I want to open my eyes to your text every morning

I want to fall asleep with your voice at the end of the day
On the weekends, I want to hug you in front of a lot of people as if I’m showing off

These days, it feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not
It feels like I’m yours, it seems like I’m yours but not
These days, I hate hearing that I’m just like a friend

I don’t like you, don’t like you these days
But I only have you, I only have you
Clearly draw the line for me
Don’t pull out but confess your love to me

Pretending that we’re just friends, acting like we’re lovers, don’t do that

The more I think about it, I get more curious about your real feelings
Girl you’re so ambiguous, I can’t do anything or maybe I’m expecting a miracle, lotto
I want a clear sign but I forget all about it when I see your smile

These days, it feels like you’re mine, it seems like you’re mine but not
It feels like I’m yours, it seems like I’m yours but not
Don’t just laugh like you don’t know and stop this now, be real with me

Don’t put me in your heart and look elsewhere
Why don’t you stop acting like you don’t know when you do know?
Don’t give excuses that you’re tired but hurry and tell me, I love you

Vote Vote! Indonesia Election Day!

Hari ini adalah dimana kamu kamu kamu yang katanya anak gaul sok ngikutin trending topic di twitter bakal ngejumpain fenomena kayak begini...

Well, yang nebak aku setting trending topic-nya pakai regional Indonesia.. kamu salah! Ini TTWW, broh!

Atau kamu kamu kamu yang lagi update info bias kamu dari fandom twitter lewat timeline, dan ternyata yang muncul adalah...

Bias mana bias kuuuuuh?? 

Atau kamu kamu kamu yang pinginnya nge-stalk ‘someone’ di beranda facebook tapi malah ngejumpain...

Annoying bingit

Rasanya hari ini pingin cepet berakhir, biar kehidupan berjalan seperti sedia kala. Karena aku bukan penggemar po.li.tik. Artinya aku golput?? NOO... ya walaupun aku bukan penggemar po.li.tik., tapi sebagai orang berpendidikan yang taat aturan negara, voting on the election day is MUST! Ya, ini untuk kedua kalinya hal pilihku aku gunakan. Artinya aku udah pulang ke rumah?? NOO... surat nyoblos ku udah dipindahin ke Jakarta. Well, pemilu-ku.. yang pertama banget waktu pilih gubernur, yang kedua ya pas ini, pilih persiden dan wakil presiden..

Cuma aku atau gimana, rasanya pemilu kali ini hot to max! Calonnya cuma dua.. dan mereka kayak saling serang satu sama lain. Yang ‘atu’ ngejelekin yang ‘ua’, yang ‘ua’ ngejatuhin yang ‘atu’. Daaaaan... untuk makhluk yang seperti aku ini, disuguhin sajian politik kayak begituan... mual a.k.a pusing a.k.a muneg. Nggak ngerti kenapa hal kayak gitu bisa bikin perutku bergejolak.  Sejak awal, aku sudah punya ‘jago’-ku. Ya walapun belum 100% sreg sejak awal sih. Dan otw menuju hari H, hari ini, banyak banget ‘kampanye hitam’, isu-isu negatif muncul nyerang ‘jagoan’-ku dan juga calon satunya. Nah ini aku nggak ngerti,  kalau mereka sama-sama diserang, yang nyerang siapa? Well, abaikan pertanyaan barusan.

Indonesia itu masyarakatnya pinter-pinter semua, mamen.. Emang dikira dengan banyak pemberitahuan-pemberitahuan negatif-negatif yang kadang sok mengada-ada itu bakal mempan ngebuat kita goyah pilihannya? Ya kecuali kaum galau-ers aja kali ya yang mendadak gundah. 

Pilihan itu datangnya dari dalam sini *tunjuk hati*. Dan apa yang namanya kata hati itu nggak peduli isi otak kita yang udah sistematis ngitung, nerjemahin, mikir. Just do what your heart’d said.

Kayaknya aku udah ceramah politik panjang lebar ya.. tapi intinya aku tetep nggak ngerti.  

Bulan Suci Pertama di Tanah Rantau

Sudah jelas bingit dari judulnya, konten selanjutnya yang bakal aku posting bakalan berisi konten... kalau bahasa koreanya... "galau", heuheu.

Jadiiiiiiii........ nggak pernah sekali pun kuterka-terka, kubayangin, kuangan-anganin, ora tak nyana-nyana.. kalau aku bakal hidup merantau, menetap di tanah orang, meninggalkan Wonogiri, kampung halaman ndeso dengan segala kekurangan dan sedikit kelebihannya *eh.

Dan apa efeknya kalau sekolah di tanah rantau kayak begini... yang sekolah jadi bukan aku, tapi kotanya. Ya, sekolah di sekolah kedinasan di Jakarta, dimana berbagai suku dikumpulin jadi satu di sekotak komplek kampus itu.. bawa nama kota asal banget. "Kok dia ngomongnya halus banget.. Asal mana sih?" "Wonogiri" Haha, contoh fiktif. Nyatanya ngomongku nggak halus-halus banget khas jawa.

Masuk bulan puasa ini pasrahlah sudah. Mau gimana raga sudah terdampar di Ibukota, mau se-berontak apapun pingin balik pulang, the reality will never change! Aku masih teronggok di kost an bersama imajinasi pulang kampungku yang makin liar. Dan walhasil, akupun yang sedang mendalami ilmu klimatologi ini beralih profesi menjadi semacam penjinak... mimpi liar, bukan gajah liar.  

Jadi menurut paham buyutku, kita jangan sampai tenggelam di lautan pikiran negatif kita sendiri. Karena kamu adalah apa yang kamu pikirkan. 

Kalau aku nggak menjinakkan pikiran-pikiran tentang rumah, keluarga... well, nggak ada yang salah dari kata "rumah" & "keluarga"! Tapi bro sis mbak yu mas'e... Kamu ke Jakarta buat menuntut ilmu, nduk, mencari ridlo Allah. Jadi ya jangan mikir rumah. Tinggalkan rumah. Tinggalkan tinggalkaaan! Dan lanjutkan pertempuran!Menangkan medan perang!

Dor dor.. ciu ciuuuu... boooom.. jedueeeeer... *sound effect*

Welcome To My Live, My Shin

27th June, 2014.. it was like.. my dream came true. The answer of my passion... thanks Allah for introducing me to this awesome.. just call him.. Shin. Hehehe.. that's the name I gave to my new drawing tablet, Intuous Wacom. Heuheuheu.. welcome to my live , babe!!

Since i've choosen you, lemme be your partner of your live *cielaah.

XOXO

Misterious Sis

It's not that she hadn't been so misterious like this before. I mean... She used to be like that since we met of yore, but it was fine for me on that time. But now? NOOO...

It keeps stuck in my head!

Waitttt... What did I talk about??? Okay guys, maybe some of you need my explanation... So, it started when i met a kindhearted-friendly one on one of social media, on 2009. We became closer.. and i.. just like her lil sister and she.. just like my big sister. But... because of this darned thing called "buzy", it was hard for me.. to make time chatting with her !

Get it? Soooo... back to "It keeps stuck in my head!"

I've already told ya.. it's has been almost five years but I know nothing (i think) 'bout her personal self. And thinking about her back recently, it bothers my head so much. I just get it complicate. Whaaat? It's not me who take it complicate-"ly", guys seriously. It's not easy for me to just re-start our chatting, and suddenly just like "Hi!". She even didn't greet me on my b day, yah! she forget, of course.

Well okay i've decided that.. first, if i've re-started to make a chat with her i'll ask everything and second, when will that happen? -____-


P.s. 
Sorry for the content above, i sometimes very-very-very-random and labile.


<< guys. i read this posting now in 2017, and yeah a lots of grammar mistakes i know haha just bear with my lil me>>