Scars To Your Beautiful by Alessia Cara

Howdy!

Back again here, not going to talk about INFJ tho ^^" but just wanna share about my kinda new fave song that i alr set it on my playlist :)

Soo... the song is Scars to Your Beautiful, the song from Alessia Cara. The more i know about the other title songs of hers, the more i like her. Well she's still young, looks pure, and she has very good voice! One thing that i like about her is when i noticed that she always had no-make-up and dressed with casual clothes on her every stage when she was performing Scars to Your Beautiful. She said on one of her interview that she wanted to show that girls just need to be herself to look beautiful! Yes! IKR! Haha.

She just wants to be, beautiful

She goes, unnoticed she knows, no limits

She craves, attention she praises, an image

She prays to be, sculpted by the sculptor

Oh, she don't see, the light that's shining

Deeper than the eyes can find it

Maybe we have made her blind

So she tries to cover up her pain, and cut her woes away

Cause covergirls don't cry, after their face is made

But there's a hope that's waiting for you in the dark

You should know you're beautiful just the way you are

And you don't have to change a thing

The world could change it's heart

No scars to your beautiful,

we're stars and we're beautiful

Oh-oh, oh-oh-oh,

oh-oh-oh-oh, oh-oh-oh

She has dreams to be an envy, so she's starving

You know, "covergirls eat nothing"

She says "beauty is pain and there's beauty in everything"

"What's a little bit of hunger?"

"I could go a little while longer", she fades away

She don't see her perfect, she don't understand she's worth it

Or that beauty goes deeper than the surface

Ah oh, ah ah oh,

So to all the girls that's hurting

Let me be your mirror, help you see a little bit clearer

The light that shines within

No better you than the you that you are

(No better you than the you that you are)

No better life than the life we're living

(No better life than the life we're living)

No better time for your shine, you're a star

(No better time for your shine, you're a star)

Oh, you're beautiful, oh, you're beautifu-u-u-ul

  

INFJ daybook : Start! part 2

Alrite, this is me again! Still going to talk about INFJ ^^"

Hm.. i think i won't explain what and how's INFJ in detail but what i can say that INFJ is a personality type that's combination of introvert, intuitive,  feeling, judging, and assertive. It also said that INFJ has introverted intuition with extraverted feeling. 

As an INFJ, your primary mode of living is focused internally, where you take things in primarily via intuition. Your secondary mode is external, where you deal with things according to how you feel about them, or how they fit with your personal value system.

INFJs are gentle, caring, complex and highly intuitive individuals. Artistic and creative, they live in a world of hidden meanings and possibilities. Only one percent of the population has an INFJ Personality Type, making it the most rare of all the types.

INFJs place great importance on havings things orderly and systematic in their outer world. They put a lot of energy into identifying the best system for getting things done, and constantly define and re-define the priorities in their lives. On the other hand, INFJs operate within themselves on an intuitive basis which is entirely spontaneous. They know things intuitively, without being able to pinpoint why, and without detailed knowledge of the subject at hand. They are usually right, and they usually know it. Consequently, INFJs put a tremendous amount of faith into their instincts and intuitions. This is something of a conflict between the inner and outer worlds, and may result in the INFJ not being as organized as other Judging types tend to be. Or we may see some signs of disarray in an otherwise orderly tendency, such as a consistently messy desk.

INFJs have uncanny insight into people and situations. They get "feelings" about things and intuitively understand them. As an extreme example, some INFJs report experiences of a psychic nature, such as getting strong feelings about there being a problem with a loved one, and discovering later that they were in a car accident. This is the sort of thing that other types may scorn and scoff at, and the INFJ themself does not really understand their intuition at a level which can be verbalized. Consequently, most INFJs are protective of their inner selves, sharing only what they choose to share when they choose to share it. They are deep, complex individuals, who are quite private and typically difficult to understand. INFJs hold back part of themselves, and can be secretive.

But the INFJ is as genuinely warm as they are complex. INFJs hold a special place in the heart of people who they are close to, who are able to see their special gifts and depth of caring. INFJs are concerned for people's feelings, and try to be gentle to avoid hurting anyone. They are very sensitive to conflict, and cannot tolerate it very well. Situations which are charged with conflict may drive the normally peaceful INFJ into a state of agitation or charged anger. They may tend to internalize conflict into their bodies, and experience health problems when under a lot of stress.

Because the INFJ has such strong intuitive capabilities, they trust their own instincts above all else. This may result in an INFJ stubborness and tendency to ignore other people's opinions. They believe that they're right. On the other hand, INFJ is a perfectionist who doubts that they are living up to their full potential. INFJs are rarely at complete peace with themselves - there's always something else they should be doing to improve themselves and the world around them. They believe in constant growth, and don't often take time to revel in their accomplishments. They have strong value systems, and need to live their lives in accordance with what they feel is right. In deference to the Feeling aspect of their personalities, INFJs are in some ways gentle and easy going. Conversely, they have very high expectations of themselves, and frequently of their families. They don't believe in compromising their ideals.

INFJ is a natural nurturer; patient, devoted and protective. They make loving parents and usually have strong bonds with their offspring. They have high expectations of their children, and push them to be the best that they can be. This can sometimes manifest itself in the INFJ being hard-nosed and stubborn. But generally, children of an INFJ get devoted and sincere parental guidance, combined with deep caring.

In the workplace, the INFJ usually shows up in areas where they can be creative and somewhat independent. They have a natural affinity for art, and many excel in the sciences, where they make use of their intuition. INFJs can also be found in service-oriented professions. They are not good at dealing with minutia or very detailed tasks. The INFJ will either avoid such things, or else go to the other extreme and become enveloped in the details to the extent that they can no longer see the big picture. An INFJ who has gone the route of becoming meticulous about details may be highly critical of other individuals who are not.

The INFJ individual is gifted in ways that other types are not. Life is not necessarily easy for the INFJ, but they are capable of great depth of feeling and personal achievement.

Hell yeah, the more i read about INFJ, the more i know that this personality type is sooo complicated, and i started to realized that that's why i often stressed, within myself tho >.<

Well, yeah i know, i'm sorry because i ended up with just copy-paste-ing about what's INFJ from another website tho, but i will try to post more about INFJ, well since i'm kinda interested with this topic ^^"

INFJ daybook : Start!

I'm here again, with random topic like usual ^^"

So, like two or three weeks ago i took MBTI online test. If you wonder what's that... you can googling it yourself. What i can say is MBTI is a kinda personality classification, so you can know your personality by taking MBTI test. Well, i didn't expect to take the test but page i visited also provides the online test. So yeah, why not. 

There are some pages or webs that provide MBTI online test, but i took this one https://www.16personalities.com/free-personality-test 

Well, actually i did the test twice, because the result was kinda unexpected. So just to make sure, i took the test twice, and i got the same result for both.

Like what i said before, the result surprised me, so much. And you know, the explanation startled me. Like, wow.  

The result said that i have the rarest personality. It's INFJ.

Okay, when i first knew that, i started to think that "Wow, so that's why i always felt like i'm different from the others?"

And after i got the result, i read their additional explanations about INFJ,

..and guys,

...that's what i always looked for, how to describe my mind, what i think, what i feel, like you know i often analyze people include my own self, and i had a hard time describing me into words, and voila, this result test just help me so much >.<


I didn't want this post to be too long, so i'm going to continue this on the next post :)