Hardcore Fan

I'm not such a hardcore fan of one bb or gb. Hmm.. I haven't admitted it yet, sorry. But yet i never knew being fangirl over bb or gb would be hard sometimes. Like i had to create double acc on my each social media. One is fulled with my real friend accounts that i usually chat to, talking about daily live, and one another is fulled with fandom and others fangirl or fanboy accounts related with my bias. 

If what i was talking above doesn't make your sense, you just can close this window ^^"

Really.

It is not ambarrassing for being fangirl or fanboy that i had to make double acc, it's just i didn't want to spam too much with my bias pics on my friends timeline. I know it must be annoying seeing a lot of pics of someone you dont even know on your timeline, since you would only wait for your crush's update statues *cough*.

 

[Drawing] Supposed to be Fanart

I was just going to draw any portrait. Really, it could be anyone. But since i found a good photo of Chaeng, so i drew her. Second reason is that i was going to draw with watercolor-style and i just thought that this fan-taken photo of Chaeng would be fit with it. 

I should added her name on it but i added 'Wallflower' instead. Since that, it wouldn't become a fanart anymore i guessed ^^"

Just posted it on my ig and my twitter this afternoon.

And..

do you know what part is i like the most?

It's the feeling when professional painter/illustrator/etc on ig liked your drawing you posted on ig account or even when the masternims of some fanbases/fancafes retweeted your tweet. Or sometimes praises from them!

Btw, i just found that 'Wallflower' is a movie ^^"

It's an old movie actually, The Perks of Being Wallflower, have you watched it? 

Hmmm... so Google-nim said that it was a novel first. And reading the quotes of the novel i found on google made me wanna read it, since i hadn't read it yet. 

I don't have any idea where i can get the novel since it's already an old published novel. But i just found the movie on one of movie streaming site, so yeah... going to watch it this night!

   

Short Trip to Malang (part2) !

Second day!

On the second day of the event, all the participants were going to Pujon Village. So, it said that we had to gather on 8 am. But suddenly i got a text on the morning that we had to gather at 7 am! 

Sooo... that's why i'd been on Brawijaya University already around 7. I didn't take any breakfast, because i thought that i would be given a breakfast by the commitee, and yeah they gave me only snack.

We took a van cars, and arrived about 10 am on Pujon. Pujon Village is placed on high land. I think Pujon is higher than Batu, because it was colder there on Pujon. There was folk festival on that village and we watched some traditional performances showed on the stage. It was good. 

Pujon Village Folk Festival

Don't forget, milking cows! Okay i didn't did it because i was busy following a cute cat i found around the cows.  But, for the first time in forever,  i'm not start to drama queen-ing, i DID drink whole milk! I mean it's real whole milk! I mean.... 

Yeah, the cattleman had just collected the milk from the cow (milking), and you know, he just put the milk on a kinda bucket, and poured it to a kinda pot, actually i wasn't sure what he did, and he boiled it! I knew where it went, so yeah i was right... he insisted me to drink it. It tasted like... i was not sure tho. It was not that bad actually, but still the smell.. ugh... it smelled like cow! Just lemme tell you my conversation with one of the cattleman,

"So, Sir, i guessed you drink whole milk everyday, since you can easily get it"

"Hmm... nope. I didn't drink it actually"

"Oh why?"

"I  just can't take a single gulp because everytime i wanna drink it, i always imagine the smell of the cow, and the cow itself"

What.the.funny. 

Even the cattleman didn't like it.

On our way to Curug (Waterfall)

Okay, talking about drinking whole milk makes me *(*&^x@*^x

Move to our last destination, Curug!! It took about an hour by foot to get there! We walked through the pines trees along the way. It was beautiful, and we couldn't stop doing selfie.

I wished i could soak under the waterfall, but was too coldddd

We came back to the village to took our dinner. It was about 7 am. And the most sad moment was 'closing ceremony'! No one wanted it but we had to. 

Bye?

We decided not to say goodbye, because we just started being friend. And hoping we will meet again later on a good time.

New Empire - A Little Braver (OST Uncontrollably Fond)

With December comes the glimmer on her face

And I get a bit nervous 

I get a bit nervous now

In the twelve months on I won't make friends with change 

When everyone's perfect can we start over again

The playgrounds they get rusty and your 

Heart beats another ten thousand times before

I got the chance to say I miss you

When it gets hard 

I get a little stronger now I get a little braver now

And when it gets dark I get a little brighter now 

I get a little wiser now before I give my heart away

Well we met each other at the house of runaways 

I remember it perfectly we were running on honesty 

We moved together like a silver lock and key

But now that your lock has changed 

I know I can't fit that way

Don't tell me that you haven't heard about Uncontrollably Fond. Because, i think it's one of most popular korean drama right now, right now! Even if you don't like watching korean drama, one of your many-friends, that must be one of korean drama lovers, would.babble about this drama. So, there's no reason you never heard this drama. Sorry, i insist. 

Okay, this one is one of the soundtrack of UF. This is the first soundtrack on this drama that attract my attention, since the lyric is in english language and kinda easy to remember. I used to like this soundtrack, but after i've found the original music video from its original singer, it's actually band, i love it! It has been long since the drama started but i've just known the full lyric of this soundtrack this morning.   

Short Trip to Malang (part 1) !

FYI, this was my very first time trip to east java. Just say that, because my last trip visiting east java was like maybe when i was eight or nine years old, so it's not counted as one. 

Malang!!

Soooo... my trip was actually not a pure-vacation. The main reason why i decided to go to Malang was because there was an event i had to attend on Brawijaya University. The event was something like conference, it's international conference, about climate change, that was organized by IAAS (International Association of Student in Agricultural and Related Scince). The event was held for two days, and there were indoor and outdoor activities. The indoor one were all about presentations and discussions. There were some experts that gave the participants knowledges about climate change issues. Okay, i wasn't going to talk much about this indoor activity. And about the outdoor one, i will talk about it below.

I took Matarmaja train on Sunday, and arrived in Malang on Monday. My senior-high-school-friend, who let me slept on her boarding house for 3 days, picked me on the Kota Malang train station. Thanks, she didn't have any schedule on campus (that was what i thought, untill she admited that she played truant -_- ). My first meal on Malang was Soto Banjar. Okay don't ask me why it's Soto Banjar, not Soto Malang. It's just because when i was asked by my friend 'what meal that i want' and i just said 'anything' then she brought me to Soto Banjar. Well, it was pretty delicious tho!

Dunno what's called, colorful village? Could you see?
A view from inside the train on Malang

First day! It was still Monday, and the the conference was held on Tuesday, so that's why i asked my friend to take me around Malang on that day. Then we decided to go to Angkot Museum and around Batu city. It was still about 1 pm, when my friend was starting the engine. Then she suddenly turned it off. Well, 'what happend?' i said. 'Wait, we forget our jackets, let's back to my room and take it on. It will be cold on the way'. Like what, it was 1 pm and she asked me to wear jacket, because it would be cold? I just answered 'Well, yeah. Just stay here i will take mine and yours'. I knew that Malang's usually cold since it's on high land, but i still couldn't imagine how cold Malang would be.

On Batu downtown, my friend said it would look more beautiful on night

Took this view from Museum Angkot rooftop

Another food, was bakso malang (meatball)!. Bakso malang is very famous, and i often eat it too on Jakarta or on my hometown. So that i wanted to taste bakso malang from its original making place. Aaaand.... i just knew that you can choose the types of meatball and take how many meatball by yourself  when you buy bakso malang on Malang! Sooo.... i had eight ball of bakso on my bowl! Ah, plus one from my friend, she was already full and couldn't finish her bakso. It's nine! Yeah, i sucessed transfering nine delicious bakso from my bowl to my stomach, and it made my friend amazed. Or maybe shocked. Oh, i almost forget, my another special food was sempol. It was kinda street snack, and not that bad. It tasted like cilok, but it's not cilok.    

Move, second day! The conference's started. A day full of presentations and discussions, and...let's just skip it since i won't talk about climate issues here.

IAAS gala dinner on 1st day with all delegates and participants

(will continue this on 2 part!)

FYI i'm on my final test week actually. It's two weeks long and i just finished the first week. Wish me luck! Ja ne~~

Plus, it was still about 2 or 3 pm and it was already sooo cold on Malang and Batu. Thanks to my friend suggested me to bring jacket. 

Anime Soundtracks That Will Make You More Positive

I 'm just listening to some j-pop, actually it's anime soundtracks, and thinking about giving a playlist of anime soundtracks that will make you stay and more positive. So here's my playlist you really need to listen!

1. The Hero!! by JAM Project (One Punch Man OST)

WATCH THE MUSIC VIDEO HERE

.........

Appearing! Certain victory! The strongest of all time!! 
What’re you saying? Frustration, nobody can stop me 

ONE PUNCH! It’s over! One victory after another! 
I shout out!! I’m always victorious!! Total victory!!

.......... 

2. We Are by Hiroshi Kitadani / Tohoshinki (One Piece OST)

WATCH THE MUSIC VIDEO HERE

...........

If we can prove the dusty old treasure map, 

Then it's not a legend anymore! 

It's alright if our personal problems 

Get on someone else's nerves 

Because we think about them too much 

Gathering up all of our dreams 

And going to search for our desires 

A coin in the pocket, and 

You wanna be my friend? 

We are, we are on the cruise! We are!  

.......... 

3. Hearts by Hironobu Kageyama (Shin Getter Robo OST) 

WATCH THE MUSIC VIDEO HERE

.........
Burn your passion We'll definitely catch our dreams someday Start running without looking back And charge through the cold night 
Even though there was something shouting in my heart I pretended not to be aware of it Whipped by strong rain and wind My heartbeat woke me up ............

4. Share the World by Tohoshinki (One Piece OST)

WATCH THE MUSIC VIDEO HERE

...........Until the sky is reached with my own two handsI believe, knowing that tomorrow will come 
Come on lets go everybody oh we share the musiccome on lets go baby baby oh we share the one dream come on lets go everybody oh we share the good timescome on lets go baby baby oh we share the one world............

5. Hero's Come Back by (Naruto Shippuden OST)

WATCH THE MUSIC VIDEO HERE

...........
A voice heard in the distance gives me a hint
One by one like-minded people are standing up
LEts overturn all the everyday, monotonous things
I'm ready, are you ready?
...........

There were about five songs. You can find the others songs yourself. There are many anime soundtracks that will give you more energy, and you will like it, just like meh. Childish? Well, actually the main reason why i like listening to j-pop or anime soundtrack is that they often have positive lyrics on it. And it's sometimes give me a good vibe. So, just call me childish or everything, it's just music ;p 

Listen to My 'Sky Chord'

I can't sing an honest song

Because I end up dressing it up

When did i learn to

protect myself so easily?

From the schoolyard you can see the sky

What colours affect you?

Just pure white clouds but,

In time you will want them to change to black

It's not enough, sky chord

Even though we met here long ago

I've lost the sky chord

Its no one's fault but myself

There must be something more important

than growing up

While i still can't find that

I'm definitely growing up

I wanted to stay awake till morning

When i was an impatient child

Now I'm chasing after time

If only i could do nothing but sleep

They say it can't be like this forever

I know that, so i start walking

The words i secretly wrote in my notebook

Aren't going to change

Just remembered that your birthday is today. 

I'm sure that they will call me odd, if they know i have a friend like you. 

And still having you on my thought untill now makes me realize that i'm probably really odd, just like they said.

Well, did you remember you said you like to listen to 'Sky Chord', Onee-chan?

I'm starting to like it too again...

"...................................................

 

......Pls let me know if you're still here"

Not-Finished-Essay and Baby-Photographer

It’s four days left before i have to come back to my campus. And i haven’t finished, i mean, i haven’t started to write essay my lecturer asked me to do on my holidays. Okay, i supposed to write essay right now, not write a blog post like this tho.

Last night my english lecturer texted me informing my ielts score, he said i got 6,0. I thought it’s quite good, right?

My days (still) fulled of my very-active-and-full-of-questions youngest brother, asking me everythings,

“what’s this?”

“what’s that?”

“where will you go?”

“where did you go?”

“what did you eat?”

 “what did you say?”

“when will we go?”

........ and I suddenly become a baby-photographer.

Took it around Masjid Sunan Kudus

Random Paint : Fanart

It’s my painting i promised to post on here.

It just selected a random pic from google. I might know who she is, or i didn't. But i'm sure she's k-pop actress/idol. I thought i'd seen her once, dunno.  I will edit my blog title if i've found her name out. 

I draw/paint just because i want to draw it. So, it’s not that my drawings/paintings are the reflection of what i like or what i don’t like or something like that.

I choose the content i want to draw depends on my skill of drawing/painting.  That’s why you often see my drawings/paintings are about japanese/korean actress or japanese manga characters. It’s just because  japanese/korean faces are so... what’s it called, like smooth, have no dimples, and less shadow, like western one have, so that it’s easier to draw/paint. 

Happy Eid Mubarak !

I am going to share a short posting. So, it will be kinda short, of course.

Tomorrow is Eid Fitri! Well, i wondered how would my Eid Fitri without any grandparents. Untill my uncle form Jakarta and his family came to my house this morning and told us that they are going to celebrate Eid Fitri in my house. I think that it will be good since many families gather on Eid Fitri, right?

On breakfast time today, we had another cousin and his family did breakfast on my house. So, there were three families gather on my house today J

It’s almost 9 pm. My younger brother is still on mosque doing takbiran with my father. I always like what these two men on my family do on Ramadhan. My younger brother always becomes ‘remaja masjid kece’ and my father is always busy with ta’mir and his jamaah.

Tomorrow we are going to Shalat in Nguntoronadi because my father has to become imam dan khotib there, but well i still dunno where the exact place is. I guess we have to go earlier tomorrow morning since it usually takes about thirty minutes from my place to Nguntoronadi.

After Shalat,  we might come visit to my grandparents’ house (i heard that my cousins from Sragen just arrived and going to stayed there untill tomorrow). And, come by to my father’s kiai maybe. Then, join my family Halal bi Halal  in Solo.  

Did i say that i would only share a short posting?

Okay, once more topic.

I tried again to paint yesterday, since i found a good ig account that give something like ‘step-by-step’ on painting. I will post it here later and you would never believe that i was the painter :p

Another one-more-topic..

Did i said that last year i didn't celebrate Eid Fitri with my family but in Pangkalpinang instead because of my job training? And did i tell you that it was so sad not having my family around me on Eid Fitri? Well, think back, it was not all bad actually. I received many chats on my office group telegram, about Eid Mubarak greetings of course, and meal invitation like "after Shalat tomorrow come to have meal on my house please" and some seconds later from another person, "then after dhuhur tomorrow come to have meal on my house, too please", and the invitation continued from one and anothers. It made me miss having them on Eid Fitri though.      

(Bisa) Lebaran di Rumah

It’s been an ages since my last post rite? Well, i was  having times when i was too lazy to write anything.  Okay, you will start to guess that i would blame my campus stuffs, but no, that’s not it, it’s just my lazyness, but still, you have to know that i was still struggling with my campus stuffs.

Jadi, sekarang aku sudah di rumah. Aku baru datang hari Kamis kemarin, naik pesawat. Jangan tanya kenapa nggak naik kereta.

Alhamdulillah tahun ini bisa lebaran lagi di rumah. Fyi, tahun kemarin aku harus lebaran di Pangkalpinang karena aku masih harus nyelesaiin PKL. Walaupun, nggak tahu tahun kemarin itu bisa dibilang lebaran atau bukan.  Aku di Pangkalpinang sendirian, tanpa keluarga. Setelah shalat Idul Fitri, aku langsung balik kantor dan berkutat dengan termometer dan display-display tekanan dan kelembapan. Setelah lewat telpon, “Minal aidzin wal faidzin ya, Mah... Pak, ....”, langsung harus telpon ke Air Traffic Control, “Metar 02 UTC 270 04 knot 25/24 RH blah blah blah blah...”. Parade makan gratis otak-otak, tekwan,lontong, dan rendang dari rumah ke rumah adalah penghibur tunggalku.

Boleh cerita perjalanan mudik?

Jadi ini tahun ketiga aku di tanah rantau. Mudik lebaran pertamaku, saat aku di tahun pertama kuliah, aku sukses bikin panta* rata karena mudik naik bis. Tahun kedua, skip, waktu itu aku di Pangkalpinang. Dan ini tahun ketiga, aku mudik naik pesawat. Sangat lumayan daripada naik bisa dan kereta karena lebih cepat jadi nggak bikin panta* rata karena kelamaan duduk, tapi sangat sukses bikin dompet rata karena harganya menyakitkan. Aku nggak pernah niat mudik naik pesawat, hanya karena agen tiket kereta yang aku sewa nggak mempan, jadi terpaksa beli tiket pesawat. Aku masih heran kenapa agen tiket kereta yang udah aku percaya malah mengecewakanku. Terlalu.

Apapun itu, bersyukur sekali tahun ini bisa makan opor bersama keluarga kecil ku di rumah. Meski kenyataannya hari H lebaran nanti lebih sepi karena mbah kakung dan mbah putri ku sudah nggak ada.

Oleh-oleh foto dari atas Solo:)

 

Cadet's Life : UTS Semester Genap, Ganbatte!

Just Face It and Never Step Back!

Have you ever felt like you had soooo many things to do? 

And it seemed like impossible to finish these all?

#tbt I just attend the first day of new semester on my campus. 

It was Monday and my day was started with a Semester Opening Ceremony. I did fasting at that day.

The ceremony finished about at 8 am. Then we moved to class. 

Although it was the first day of the semester, i never made a hope that there wouldn't be no classes.

Sooo... there was i am, had a classes untill the lastest class over, about 4 pm. 

I realized that i have kinda high-sense-of-interest-with-many-things. 

That's why i kinda become one of active cadet on Campus.

I do band on marching, karate, part of art club and religious organization.

I don't know why like this entire world will end on this May  there are soooo many events on this April and May.

I can't help facing my schedules this April and May.

I've appointed as member of three events of my religious organization. These 3 events will be held on late April and the beginning of May.

While, i just got info from my leader of karate club that there will be an inter-campus olympiad on the beginning of May. He said that untill the D-day, the club would have intensive training, and then it turned every-day!  

I've never bored with marching things, although i didn't attend the training sometimes. I sacrified my precious-3-days-of-my-semester-holidays, when i should still be able to play with my lil brother in house, take care of him, and chat with my parents, cameback to Jakarta only to train my juniors beating the percussion stick!

And the last, i've appointed to join (again) the Saman Dance Team, performing for something like meeting, of my agency-wannabe's event. And yes, it will be held on late April, too.

Did i said it was the last? Well, actually i was appointed to join the editing team of senior's year-end-book, but i'm sorry, Senior  i can't make it. It's not like i didn't want interested to, but i was not sure i still can handle it.

It has been a week since the first day of this semester, and i was almost-always on Campus after classes and on the evening, did training and meeting. First week of this semester and  i think i've broken my right leg joints. It's hurt when i stretch my upper leg. Okay, i know it's karate thing and you maybe wouldn't understand.

I watched Twice Private's Life on youtube yesterday, and found a good quote from Dahyun. I think it really suits with my condition right now. 

"Every time i face hard time, i always say that -it will also pass by-"

You may have so many hard time in your life, just remember back that time, that as hard as it was, you still stand right know!

Your right now-hard time, will also pass by like your previous-hard time-you'd-passed by.

You just need to face it and never step back!

  

Pencari Tiket Kereta Lebaran

Lebaran?

Iya, masih lama.

Harus ya cari tiket keretanya sekarang?

Iya pakai banget!

Kamu nggak bisa cari tiket kereta lebaran H-seminggu, bahkan H-sebulan.

Karena kamu bakal mendapatkan kenyataan pahit, bahwa...

... baru sepuluh menit pemesanan tiket dibuka, tiket sudah habis.

Ekonomi? Bisnis? Eksekutif? Habis. 

Aku sudah tiga hari berturut-turut kehabisan tiket. Dan untuk mencoba yang keempat kalinya, aku masih mikir-mikir. Aku nggak mau lama-lama di kost-an dan pulang H+4 sejak mulai liburan kampus. 

Kelamaan. 

Mempertimbangkan akan naik bis saja. Konsekuensi, macet!

Rencana jangka pendek... nunggu gerbong tambahan.

Mempertimbangkan keberadaan jasa pemesanan tiket di kasku* juga. 

Oke, pesan gerbong tambahan pakai jasa pemesanan tiket di kaskus kayaknya bukan ide buruk.

Jangan Salah Memilih Sekolah Kedinasan dan Ikatan Dinas!

Di sini, saya agak sedikit concern dengan pemilihan sekolah lanjutan bagi adik-adik yang akan lulus SMA, khususnya yang ingin mendaftarkan diri ke sekolah kedinasan dan ikatan dinas. Kenapa?

Karena ada peraturan baru oleh Menpan terkait penerimaan taruna atau mahasiswa baru di beberapa sekolah kedinasa dan ikatan dinas. 

Tahun ini, tes TKD dengan sistem CAT dilaksanakan serempak untuk beberapa sekolah kedinasan dan ikatan dinas berikut ini:

1. PKN STAN (nama baru dari STAN)

2. IPDN

3. STTD

4. AIM dan POLTEKIP

5. STIS

6. STMKG (nama baru dari AMG)

7. STSN

Lihat di poin 3 peraturan Menpan, bahwa peserta hanya boleh mendaftar salah satu saja dari tujuh nama sekolah kedinasan dan ikatan dinas tersebut. Jadiii.... jangan salah memilih sekolah kedinasan dan ikatan dinas, kalian harus cermat agar bisa tembus ke salah satu sekolah ikatan dinas ini!

Boleh lah yaa.. saya kasih saran bagi adik-adik yang masih bingung milih...

1. Untuk kalian yang memang sudah mantep dan nekad sekali, dan "maunya cuma pingin masuk ke" STAN misalnya atau STIS misalnya, dan jika tidak masuk ke yang "maunya cuma pingin masuk ke" sekolah itu, saran saya... lanjutkan saja tekad kalian. Karena itu memang tekad kalian kan..? Harus kalian kejar! 

n.b: Nggak usah baca saran saya selanjutnya ^^'

Tapi... kalau kalian adalah "terserah mau masuk sekolah kedinasan yang mana, yang penting bisa masuk" mungkin poin-poin selanjutnya bisa kalian pertimbangkan :)

2. Karena hanya boleh satu yang dipilih, lihatlah kira-kira mana yang lebih sedikit peminat dan kuotanya tidak terlalu sedikit.

3. Gimana bisa tahu sedikit peminat? Bisa dilihat dari kepopuleran sekolah tersebut kan? Terkadang orang hanya ikut-ikut mendaftar ke sekolah yang banyak peminatnya karena sekolah itu yang paling terkenal (disamping tentu saja terjamin bagus) ^^

4. Pelajari jenis tes-tes dari berbagai sekolah kedinasan tersebut. Karena bobot masing-masing sekolah kedinasan berbeda-beda. Untuk TKD dengan sistem CAT sama, tapi untuk tes selanjutnya berbeda-beda. Kalian bisa memilih bobot yang lebih kecil.

5. Bagaimana tahu jenis tesnya? Cari referensi buku-buku soal latihan dari berbagai sekolah kedinasan. Saya rasa sudah banyak beredar soal-soal latihan dari masing-masing sekolah kedinasan.

Dikit ya saran saya? Tapi saya yakin bisa membantu sedikit kegalauan kalian :)

 

  

An Empty House

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I was praying Dhuhur when suddenly 'Paper Heart' song was heard from my Sony. I didn't have any clue who called me at that time, and just continued my pray. It was quite hot outside my boarding house, thinking about it's usually rain on afternoon. I checked my screen phone and it was my father called me. I waited him to called me again for some minutes, but he didn't. So i called gave him misscalled so that he called me back again. 

And finally, "Assalamu'alaikum..." i said. 

It was 6.30 am and i'd been on my grandmother's house already. Like always. With my cutie-green kindergarden uniform, i waved my hands toward my father and mother, that had been ready to started the engine, left me for work. Like always. At 8 am, i was already at my kinderganden with my grandmother accompaning me. She always sit on the bench near the enter door of my class. Very near, that i always could see her from my desk during the class. My kind-hearted grandmother. She used to come inside the class towards me, and help me lift the desk. When i was feeling like lazy to bring my own bag, she would bring it for me. She used to hold my hands tighly on the way to kinderganden and home, always. She walked calmly and i jumped here and there, still holding her hands, maked her body swayed, and sometimes overbalance. But she's never mad. At her house, i always eat her cook for lunch, after went home from kinderganden. 

It was about 11 pm, and i'd been on my grandmother's house. My father picked me from my elementary school and took me to my grandmother's house, since there are no one in my house because my parents still had to continue their work. My grandmother used to call a street vendor that passed through in front of the house, to buy me some snack. That's why i used to drink jamu! She used to buy me an ice cream cone that my father rarely buy for me. 

It was weekend and i used to sleep over my grandmother's house. Sometimes she asked me to, but sometimes it's just because i wanted to. Grandmother and grandfather would feel very happy when they heard that i was going to sleep over their house. She sometimes cooked me a Sarimi noodle with boiled egg. Here was the rules... two packs of Sarimi noodle with the portion: one pack served for my grandfather and each half for my grandmother and I. We ate together in front of tv, watched my grandmother's fave Indonesian drama series. My grandmother used to feel sleepy earlier than me, so i just follow her to the bedroom. My grandmother's bedroom is the biggest room in this house. There are five rooms for only two person inside this house. My grandfather's room was different room with my grandmother's one. And, when i slept over their house, i used to slept on my grandmother's room. She had an old style bedstead. It's a bed with a valance on it. It's a princess bedstead, she said. Everyone who sleep there, will have a good sleep because there will no mosquitos bothering. Before we took a set, we used to cash away the mosquitos with something like broom stick inside the valance so that it could get out from the valance. Both of us slept tightly.  

"Waalaikumsalam, Ya. I want to tell you something", my father said. It was so rare that my father called me on this kind of time. He usually calls me on evening. "Grandfather just passed away this afternoon, please pray for him."

It's a year plus a week after the day of my grandmother passed away. I felt so loss after my grandmother passed away, and today the only one left, my grandfather, just followed her.



I just imagine about the empty house on my grandparent's, where we used to be there making good memories. I love you - 17/02/2016

A Week Without Laptop

"Ul, do you bring your laptop?" 

"Yes"

"Can you open your ArcGIS?"

"Sure, wait"

I took my laptop from my bag, and placed it on my desk. I pressed start up button. 

And voila! 

Weather something error with my eyes or something scaring thing happened to my laptop, the color of windows start up wallpaper changed to green! Everyone knows i like green so much, but not since this thing happened. 

My heart beats faster and faster while waiting for the next displayed screen on my laptop. And... it's not my eyes, but that's my laptop monitor that was error. 

"What happened?" full in my brain. 

I suddenly reminded about nice-sweet plans i'd planed with my laptop after my last semester test has been finished. 

Ow.. would it still be realized? Poor laptop. 

I just re-started up and re-started up my laptop. But it's still the not normal. Okay i gived up. I texted my father telling him that my laptop was broken. And sent him the best photo of my broken laptop. I took the photo of it before i shut it down, in case of it wouldn't turn on anymore, i still have the lastest photo of it. 

As my father suggested, i backed up all of my data from laptop to my external hardisk. And since i need this laptop asap, so i brought my laptop to laptop service place. It's not far from my boarding house. I went there on foot. I maked sure that i would be ready for every diagnosis that my laptop's doctoc would said. 

Well, it more relaxing after i heard that the broken one is the cable and it could be changed, and it's not that expensive. The mechanic said that the new cable hadn't been ready stock so i had to wait about a week. Okay, i can do it! It's only a week!

(p.s. it's the second day already)

Another Playlists

It's still raining like always outside. I did nothing this day. I'd just comeback to my boarding house yesterday. I spent a night on my grandmother's house on this weekend. She didn't ask me to come, but i just felt that i had to go visiting. It's just because it'd been long time since my lastest visit. I was caught in the rain, both on my way to my grandmother's house and my boarding house. Thanks God. 

I'm writing this while listen to some musics. My smartphone still have no playlists. So like usual, i do streaming to listen some musics. FYI, i'm going to take my finale-test next week. Great! Next week! I read some pages of my 'persamaan diferensial' note this morning. Study while listen to kind of beat songs won't work to me. It's not only me, right? So lemme suggest you some good songs :)

It's been a while since i listen to k-pop. I used to listen boy or girl group songs, and as you know the songs are always full of beats. But i can't this time. What i suggest you this time are very easy-listening songs.

There is something going between Me you me you Me you me you It’s you... and Me You me you Me you me you, it’s you and Me you me you Me you me you, It’s you and me and you...

I sing this song like I don’t need no girlfriend Because I finally found her, girlfriend Listen to this song and piss off, ex-girlfriends don’t call me   

-- San E feat Baek Yerin "Me You"

On a hot night, I can’t fall asleep Thinking about this and that, I finally call you, I didn’t know you’d come out The tickling wind, us laughing The stars in the night sky, you seeming a little drunk Refreshing beer, cheers, what more can I ask for? A midsummer night’s sweetness, a midsummer night’s sweetness So sweet, so sweet, yum  

It’s been a long time, how have you been? I’m the same, just working hard How about you? Still dating that same guy? You guys broke up? Sorry, I shouldn’t have brought it up, but good to see you anyway 

 -- San E feat Raina "A Midsummer Night's Sweetness"

Kerjakan Saja

Kau belum tahu sebab kau belum mencoba

Cobalah sesemangat mengerjakan apapun hobi yang kau suka saat kau mengerjakannya

Kau bilang kau sanguinis sempurna, kan? 

Si sanguinis tak akan pernah putus untuk optimis; ia akan selalu semangat dalam sukaduka.. ia tak kan menyerah! 

Ia tak kan murung, ia tak kan mutung, ia tak kan membuat perjalanan melambat karena rengekan dan keluhan kecilnya

Bismillah saja, kerjakan saja :)