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Rabu, 17 Februari 2016

An Empty House

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I was praying Dhuhur when suddenly 'Paper Heart' song was heard from my Sony. I didn't have any clue who called me at that time, and just continued my pray. It was quite hot outside my boarding house, thinking about it's usually rain on afternoon. I checked my screen phone and it was my father called me. I waited him to called me again for some minutes, but he didn't. So i called gave him misscalled so that he called me back again. 
And finally, "Assalamu'alaikum..." i said. 


It was 6.30 am and i'd been on my grandmother's house already. Like always. With my cutie-green kindergarden uniform, i waved my hands toward my father and mother, that had been ready to started the engine, left me for work. Like always. At 8 am, i was already at my kinderganden with my grandmother accompaning me. She always sit on the bench near the enter door of my class. Very near, that i always could see her from my desk during the class. My kind-hearted grandmother. She used to come inside the class towards me, and help me lift the desk. When i was feeling like lazy to bring my own bag, she would bring it for me. She used to hold my hands tighly on the way to kinderganden and home, always. She walked calmly and i jumped here and there, still holding her hands, maked her body swayed, and sometimes overbalance. But she's never mad. At her house, i always eat her cook for lunch, after went home from kinderganden. 

It was about 11 pm, and i'd been on my grandmother's house. My father picked me from my elementary school and took me to my grandmother's house, since there are no one in my house because my parents still had to continue their work. My grandmother used to call a street vendor that passed through in front of the house, to buy me some snack. That's why i used to drink jamu! She used to buy me an ice cream cone that my father rarely buy for me. 

It was weekend and i used to sleep over my grandmother's house. Sometimes she asked me to, but sometimes it's just because i wanted to. Grandmother and grandfather would feel very happy when they heard that i was going to sleep over their house. She sometimes cooked me a Sarimi noodle with boiled egg. Here was the rules... two packs of Sarimi noodle with the portion: one pack served for my grandfather and each half for my grandmother and I. We ate together in front of tv, watched my grandmother's fave Indonesian drama series. My grandmother used to feel sleepy earlier than me, so i just follow her to the bedroom. My grandmother's bedroom is the biggest room in this house. There are five rooms for only two person inside this house. My grandfather's room was different room with my grandmother's one. And, when i slept over their house, i used to slept on my grandmother's room. She had an old style bedstead. It's a bed with a valance on it. It's a princess bedstead, she said. Everyone who sleep there, will have a good sleep because there will no mosquitos bothering. Before we took a set, we used to cash away the mosquitos with something like broom stick inside the valance so that it could get out from the valance. Both of us slept tightly.  

"Waalaikumsalam, Ya. I want to tell you something", my father said. It was so rare that my father called me on this kind of time. He usually calls me on evening. "Grandfather just passed away this afternoon, please pray for him."

It's a year plus a week after the day of my grandmother passed away. I felt so loss after my grandmother passed away, and today the only one left, my grandfather, just followed her.



I just imagine about the empty house on my grandparent's, where we used to be there making good memories. I love you - 17/02/2016










Jumat, 12 Februari 2016

A Week Without Laptop


"Ul, do you bring your laptop?" 

"Yes"

"Can you open your ArcGIS?"

"Sure, wait"

I took my laptop from my bag, and placed it on my desk. I pressed start up button. 

And voila! 

Weather something error with my eyes or something scaring thing happened to my laptop, the color of windows start up wallpaper changed to green! Everyone knows i like green so much, but not since this thing happened. 

My heart beats faster and faster while waiting for the next displayed screen on my laptop. And... it's not my eyes, but that's my laptop monitor that was error. 
"What happened?" full in my brain. 
I suddenly reminded about nice-sweet plans i'd planed with my laptop after my last semester test has been finished. 
Ow.. would it still be realized? Poor laptop. 

I just re-started up and re-started up my laptop. But it's still the not normal. Okay i gived up. I texted my father telling him that my laptop was broken. And sent him the best photo of my broken laptop. I took the photo of it before i shut it down, in case of it wouldn't turn on anymore, i still have the lastest photo of it. 

As my father suggested, i backed up all of my data from laptop to my external hardisk. And since i need this laptop asap, so i brought my laptop to laptop service place. It's not far from my boarding house. I went there on foot. I maked sure that i would be ready for every diagnosis that my laptop's doctoc would said. 

Well, it more relaxing after i heard that the broken one is the cable and it could be changed, and it's not that expensive. The mechanic said that the new cable hadn't been ready stock so i had to wait about a week. Okay, i can do it! It's only a week!

(p.s. it's the second day already)

Senin, 08 Februari 2016

Another Playlists



It's still raining like always outside. I did nothing this day. I'd just comeback to my boarding house yesterday. I spent a night on my grandmother's house on this weekend. She didn't ask me to come, but i just felt that i had to go visiting. It's just because it'd been long time since my lastest visit. I was caught in the rain, both on my way to my grandmother's house and my boarding house. Thanks God. 

I'm writing this while listen to some musics. My smartphone still have no playlists. So like usual, i do streaming to listen some musics. FYI, i'm going to take my finale-test next week. Great! Next week! I read some pages of my 'persamaan diferensial' note this morning. Study while listen to kind of beat songs won't work to me. It's not only me, right? So lemme suggest you some good songs :)

It's been a while since i listen to k-pop. I used to listen boy or girl group songs, and as you know the songs are always full of beats. But i can't this time. What i suggest you this time are very easy-listening songs.


There is something going between Me you me you Me you me you It’s you... and Me You me you Me you me you, it’s you and Me you me you Me you me you, It’s you and me and you...

I sing this song like I don’t need no girlfriend Because I finally found her, girlfriend Listen to this song and piss off, ex-girlfriends don’t call me   
-- San E feat Baek Yerin "Me You"


On a hot night, I can’t fall asleep Thinking about this and that, I finally call you, I didn’t know you’d come out The tickling wind, us laughing The stars in the night sky, you seeming a little drunk Refreshing beer, cheers, what more can I ask for? A midsummer night’s sweetness, a midsummer night’s sweetness So sweet, so sweet, yum  
It’s been a long time, how have you been? I’m the same, just working hard How about you? Still dating that same guy? You guys broke up? Sorry, I shouldn’t have brought it up, but good to see you anyway 
 -- San E feat Raina "A Midsummer Night's Sweetness"